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Talk, talk, talk.

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We just talk and talk,
without saying anything.

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We say absolutely nothing.

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Empty words...

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...to fill the empty spaces.

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Talking for the sake of talking.

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Talk, about what?
Talk, how?

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The most important thing is...

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...to talk by looking into each other's eyes.

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And to talk by touching.

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What matters most is communication.

00:02:03.640 --> 00:02:05.480
The way...

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The way it's done...

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...doesn't matter in the least.

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These ones? Or these ones?

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Let me see.
Careful!

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...and when she screams,
you wait for eight seconds...

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...before she drops her mask,
and then you're ready.

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Enjoy the ride.

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Fernando, darling, enjoy it.
- Let's see.

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Enjoy the ride. See you later.

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We present Liant la Troca,
with the show Desfasats...

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...directed by Jordi Cortés and Gloria José.

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In an interview they described their work...

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...as a provocative, sensual
and imaginative "bastard dance".

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They are two dance professionals
with long careers...

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...leading the Liant la Troca company...

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Come, Glee, let's explore the park,
we don't know the way here.

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We don't know the way yet.
Let go straight on here.

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These are steps. I don't know
if we should go down these steps, Glee.

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From here, right?

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Don't worry, I'll push.
- Yes, but I have to raise them.

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Just a little.
You can take it a little easier.

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It's not the Olympics.

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It's easier for me if I raise my legs.

00:08:04.280 --> 00:08:08.120
Then raise them.
- I have to lift them.

00:08:08.240 --> 00:08:11.280
I have to exert myself.
- Which hurts.

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Exactly. So I'd prefer to raise them,
then they can relax.

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Where are you going?
- This way.

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What are you doing?

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Thanks.

00:10:07.480 --> 00:10:14.000
People say we come back to this world
because we decided to.

00:10:14.120 --> 00:10:16.360
Because we wanted to.

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If I come back here...

00:10:19.000 --> 00:10:22.000
...I want a strong body.

00:10:22.120 --> 00:10:26.120
I want to be healthy and beautiful.

00:10:26.760 --> 00:10:29.800
I want to run and jump.

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And sure, go round in the air.

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Floating, while I'm dancing.

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Like I've always wanted to dance.

00:10:44.880 --> 00:10:51.520
Why are you laughing, you scoundrel?
What happened? Why were you laughing?

00:10:53.360 --> 00:10:57.560
Shit, Jordi. Was it bad?

00:10:58.320 --> 00:11:04.600
I didn't know we were going to do that.
- Neither did I.

00:11:05.360 --> 00:11:09.640
Are we quitting?

00:11:09.760 --> 00:11:11.640
Let's have a bite.

00:11:12.160 --> 00:11:16.160
We go to the bocadillos.
- We go to the sandwich.

00:11:51.240 --> 00:11:58.040
There are plenty of plates.
- I think there are plates in the cupboard.

00:11:58.160 --> 00:12:03.080
I don't know about bowls.
- They may be here too.

00:12:03.200 --> 00:12:04.640
Shit.

00:12:08.240 --> 00:12:12.320
Look, Jordi, this is it.
I don't know if you can see it.

00:12:12.440 --> 00:12:15.000
I can.
- The audience is here and here.

00:12:15.120 --> 00:12:21.720
Where's the audience? At the front?
- At the front and at the back.

00:12:21.840 --> 00:12:26.760
So there's no audience at the sides?
Just at the front and the back?

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At the back.
- Alright.

00:12:28.320 --> 00:12:31.080
So that makes two.
- Right.

00:12:31.200 --> 00:12:37.680
Desi does her monologue,
the "animals" come in with the bells...

00:12:38.600 --> 00:12:40.760
Museum...
- I thought:

00:12:40.880 --> 00:12:43.960
Bring in the "museum dance" at once.
- Right.

00:12:44.560 --> 00:12:49.360
When Jaume is there...
He will make an impression.

00:12:49.480 --> 00:12:55.640
We've got Iris, Desi, Palomeque, Carla...

00:12:56.120 --> 00:12:58.040
Alright?
- Alright.

00:12:58.960 --> 00:13:03.160
I think we need more bipeds.

00:13:03.280 --> 00:13:08.480
And we still have to look for...

00:13:08.600 --> 00:13:11.760
...a wheelchair dancer...

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...as a replacement.

00:13:15.040 --> 00:13:18.880
And make sure Fernando stays calm.

00:13:19.000 --> 00:13:24.800
Make sure he can cope.

00:13:25.600 --> 00:13:28.240
I am very curious.

00:13:28.360 --> 00:13:31.080
Bye now.
- Bye.

00:13:47.480 --> 00:13:49.680
This book is fantastic.

00:13:52.520 --> 00:13:59.520
I pick up all these different characters.
I really like it.

00:17:17.400 --> 00:17:18.920
Go ahead.

00:17:28.600 --> 00:17:30.880
Let's go to the chemist's first.

00:17:34.720 --> 00:17:36.680
Hello.
- Good morning.

00:17:36.800 --> 00:17:40.040
Hi, Rosa.
- Good morning, Philip.

00:17:43.880 --> 00:17:47.880
Yes. Thank you, my love.

00:18:27.280 --> 00:18:31.360
Darling, I can't do it.

00:18:37.240 --> 00:18:40.800
Yes, I did it. No, I didn't.

00:18:46.800 --> 00:18:49.240
That's it.

00:18:50.400 --> 00:18:51.880
Right...

00:19:02.320 --> 00:19:05.320
I'm going to have a little rest.

00:19:19.040 --> 00:19:21.720
I have a problem
that will always be there.

00:19:24.120 --> 00:19:25.480
My appearance.

00:19:28.320 --> 00:19:30.320
Due to my disability...

00:19:34.280 --> 00:19:36.560
...people are confused.

00:19:39.120 --> 00:19:40.520
They think...

00:19:44.680 --> 00:19:47.520
...I have multiple disabilities...

00:19:51.880 --> 00:19:55.200
...which affect my intellect.

00:19:58.800 --> 00:20:01.200
Because I talk differently...

00:20:05.160 --> 00:20:07.440
...people think...

00:20:14.000 --> 00:20:17.800
...that I don't understand them.

00:20:22.640 --> 00:20:26.600
But it's the other way around.

00:20:29.800 --> 00:20:33.640
It's their problem, not mine.

00:20:38.000 --> 00:20:40.520
Because I understand everything.

00:20:49.720 --> 00:20:52.840
You were born with your disability.

00:21:02.200 --> 00:21:06.320
But I was diagnosed
when I was three years old.

00:21:11.720 --> 00:21:14.720
It was a medical mistake.

00:21:18.680 --> 00:21:20.320
It's as if...

00:21:25.800 --> 00:21:27.880
...your daughter has died.

00:21:29.080 --> 00:21:34.600
It feels as if your daughter has died.

00:21:34.720 --> 00:21:37.520
For parents it's very hard, of course...

00:21:37.640 --> 00:21:43.800
...to find out after three years
that your daughter is disabled.

00:21:47.600 --> 00:21:49.360
It's like mourning.

00:21:55.640 --> 00:22:02.400
I've been psychologically mistreated
all my life.

00:22:10.800 --> 00:22:16.080
When I was 34, for instance...

00:22:22.600 --> 00:22:26.760
...you had to be home by 10 p.m.

00:22:26.880 --> 00:22:30.800
If I came home any later,
the door was locked.

00:22:30.920 --> 00:22:38.000
And they often refused to let me in.

00:22:38.120 --> 00:22:40.640
They often refused to let you in.

00:22:43.800 --> 00:22:48.880
Yes, I know. It's not just any old story.

00:22:52.080 --> 00:22:56.880
We weren't yet together then.
- No.

00:23:00.080 --> 00:23:01.880
It's a little...

00:23:03.640 --> 00:23:04.760
Yes.

00:23:21.400 --> 00:23:23.880
And sometimes we combine...

00:23:24.000 --> 00:23:29.960
...straight movements
with undulating movements.

00:23:31.480 --> 00:23:33.000
Make it clear.

00:23:48.880 --> 00:23:55.880
Make clear if it's an undulating movement
or a straight movement.

00:24:26.000 --> 00:24:27.400
That's it.

00:24:32.000 --> 00:24:34.720
And now everyone with their bodies.

00:24:59.960 --> 00:25:06.400
Years later, my mother told me...

00:25:06.520 --> 00:25:14.280
...the doctors didn't want to show her
the baby when I had been born.

00:25:16.760 --> 00:25:21.480
My mother kept asking
why she couldn't see her baby.

00:25:25.200 --> 00:25:30.600
They told her, "He was born
with a certain handicap."

00:25:30.720 --> 00:25:37.880
"It's best if you don't get to see him yet."
As if I was some horrible monster.

00:25:44.800 --> 00:25:48.800
When she finally got to see me...

00:25:48.920 --> 00:25:54.280
...she just took me in her arms.

00:25:54.400 --> 00:25:57.160
I was her son. No problem.

00:26:06.160 --> 00:26:12.280
I'll tell you what happened the other day
with the van, when I got stuck...

00:26:12.400 --> 00:26:15.600
You know the van's ramp?
- Yes.

00:26:15.720 --> 00:26:22.680
When I went to La Troca on Wednesday,
I couldn't...

00:26:22.800 --> 00:26:29.120
At first I thought the battery was flat,
but then I saw that the light was still working.

00:26:29.240 --> 00:26:33.360
You have this manual system
to open the doors...

00:26:33.480 --> 00:26:38.080
...but you have to unscrew the door
to be able to use it, and I can't reach that.

00:26:38.200 --> 00:26:41.560
Even the mechanic
had trouble reaching it.

00:26:41.680 --> 00:26:44.880
Look, this was an old chassis.

00:26:45.000 --> 00:26:51.680
I replaced all the electronics myself.
I made some changes on the outside...

00:26:51.800 --> 00:26:56.320
...so it doesn't look so clinical.
- Nothing clinical about it.

00:26:56.440 --> 00:27:03.760
I want to show that it doesn't have to look
like an orthopaedic aid.

00:27:34.200 --> 00:27:40.040
The ground was very wet.
I was walking on crutches.

00:27:40.880 --> 00:27:48.480
I slipped and broke the head of the
thighbone of my most fragile polio leg.

00:27:50.200 --> 00:27:53.240
As a result, I couldn't move my body at all.

00:27:54.640 --> 00:27:59.480
I had to try and find peace of mind.

00:28:31.080 --> 00:28:35.440
It's very hard
to keep this crazy world in check.

00:28:35.560 --> 00:28:41.000
I used to get angry quickly
and get carried away.

00:28:43.480 --> 00:28:46.520
Today, when I see the wolf...

00:28:47.400 --> 00:28:54.120
...when I see the wolf's ears approach,
I'm better able to control my anger.

00:29:00.760 --> 00:29:06.280
For me, the main reason for dancing...

00:29:06.400 --> 00:29:11.440
...is to give society an example
of diversity in functioning.

00:29:15.960 --> 00:29:23.520
The fact that people see us dancing
is a message without words.

00:29:27.760 --> 00:29:32.320
When I see people crying
at our performance...

00:29:32.440 --> 00:29:36.120
...I'm actually a bit disappointed.

00:29:38.520 --> 00:29:43.920
We're not after pity. We're creating art.

00:29:44.040 --> 00:29:46.680
If the art makes you want to cry,
then cry.

00:29:46.800 --> 00:29:53.280
But if you cry because you see
someone in a wheelchair dancing...

00:29:53.400 --> 00:29:54.840
...fuck off.

00:32:05.400 --> 00:32:07.840
I was at the orthopaedist...

00:32:07.960 --> 00:32:09.680
...when this elderly lady came in.

00:32:09.800 --> 00:32:15.800
I was looking at a magazine,
but I noticed she kept staring at me.

00:32:15.920 --> 00:32:19.360
I kept leafing through the magazine.

00:32:19.480 --> 00:32:24.400
She says:
"Hey, girl, what happened to you?"

00:32:26.680 --> 00:32:31.400
None of your business.
- So you see...

00:32:32.320 --> 00:32:38.200
"Well, madam, years ago
I robbed a bank..."

00:32:38.320 --> 00:32:40.680
"...then the police came..."

00:32:40.800 --> 00:32:45.800
"..and shot me in the back."
Looking at the magazine all this time.

00:32:48.320 --> 00:32:52.120
How did she react?
- She believed me, because...

00:32:52.240 --> 00:32:56.520
I just kept reading the magazine
while telling the story...

00:32:56.640 --> 00:32:59.800
...and I saw her look at me
from the corner of my eye.

00:32:59.920 --> 00:33:04.200
"You mean you were in the bank
when the robbery happened."

00:33:04.320 --> 00:33:06.880
"No, no, I was the bank robber."

00:33:29.000 --> 00:33:34.120
This part stays open,
so I can still do something with it.

00:33:34.240 --> 00:33:38.720
I like these flowers.
They look like open artichokes.

00:33:38.840 --> 00:33:42.120
You have this type and this purple type.

00:33:42.240 --> 00:33:46.960
I have all kinds of different colours.

00:33:47.080 --> 00:33:52.200
If you see this artificial grass,
these plants, the tropical shower...

00:33:52.680 --> 00:33:57.280
And I decided to use them to build this.

00:33:57.400 --> 00:34:01.960
How does the water run?
Where do you get the water from?

00:34:02.080 --> 00:34:03.960
Here to the right.

00:34:05.800 --> 00:34:07.360
Brilliant!

00:34:08.720 --> 00:34:11.920
You want to shower?
- I feel like having a shower.

00:34:15.240 --> 00:34:16.200
In short...

00:34:17.840 --> 00:34:22.400
It takes days, weeks, months
to build this...

00:34:22.520 --> 00:34:27.240
...to work out how, how, how...

00:34:27.360 --> 00:34:31.080
Alright.
- It was a problem I had to solve.

00:34:31.200 --> 00:34:36.040
At one point I couldn't fit it
in my head anymore.

00:34:36.160 --> 00:34:43.000
Then I thought I could record my ideas
on a voice recorder...

00:34:43.120 --> 00:34:48.320
...instead of making drawings
or constructing a scale model.

00:34:48.440 --> 00:34:54.120
I split it into parts: the background,
the first wall, left, right, the ceiling...

00:34:54.240 --> 00:34:56.520
I put it all in a separate folder
in my head.

00:34:58.000 --> 00:35:03.400
You have to visualize everything in your mind.
To be able to see the whole.

00:35:03.520 --> 00:35:08.800
How else are you going to do it as a
blind man, without a floor plan, without help...

00:35:19.520 --> 00:35:20.920
Perfect.

00:36:15.120 --> 00:36:17.040
When I show people...

00:36:18.120 --> 00:36:20.160
...the first thing they say is:

00:36:20.960 --> 00:36:25.560
"Incredible. This is impossible
if you can't see."

00:36:26.520 --> 00:36:32.360
What can you say when they say this?
"Surely you can see a little?"

00:36:32.480 --> 00:36:36.120
"No, I can't see anything."
"That's impossible."

00:36:36.240 --> 00:36:38.000
"No..."

00:36:39.120 --> 00:36:43.760
"That's impossible."
- People are so obstinate.

00:36:43.880 --> 00:36:46.960
So then they call me a liar.

00:36:47.080 --> 00:36:51.680
They say you're pulling their leg,
it can't be true.

00:37:33.840 --> 00:37:38.040
I'm surrounded by others, yet I'm alone.

00:37:39.440 --> 00:37:42.120
I'm alone. I feel lonely.

00:37:48.040 --> 00:37:51.360
Because I can't see anyone,
no one sees me.

00:37:52.640 --> 00:37:55.000
I'm the Invisible Man.

00:38:03.680 --> 00:38:10.280
This is a clear passage
through lots of theatrical stuff.

00:38:10.400 --> 00:38:12.200
Lamps and things.

00:38:12.320 --> 00:38:15.320
This is the theatre, with the stage.

00:38:15.440 --> 00:38:18.320
The audience is to the left.

00:38:18.440 --> 00:38:22.800
To the right,
there's a black wall at the back.

00:38:22.920 --> 00:38:25.720
This is the edge of the stage.

00:38:25.840 --> 00:38:31.040
The drop is about half a metre.

00:38:31.160 --> 00:38:35.360
I have no idea what the others do.
No idea.

00:38:37.080 --> 00:38:40.760
I have to remember the whole performance
by heart.

00:38:42.520 --> 00:38:45.000
So they all follow me.

00:38:46.000 --> 00:38:48.720
Because I know everything by heart...

00:38:48.840 --> 00:38:51.400
...they all look to me.

00:41:38.000 --> 00:41:42.400
That's the first note,
and that's these three fingers.

00:41:44.360 --> 00:41:46.640
That's right.

00:41:52.040 --> 00:41:54.160
Look, we bring these together.

00:41:55.680 --> 00:41:57.160
Very good.

00:42:11.160 --> 00:42:13.200
You ignored me completely.

00:42:13.320 --> 00:42:17.200
I wrote to you from the start,
but you ignored me.

00:42:17.320 --> 00:42:19.800
I thought we had hardly talked...

00:42:19.920 --> 00:42:24.920
...but you had actually told me
that you'd been married for ten years...

00:42:25.040 --> 00:42:29.120
...that your relationship had finished
and that you were Catalan.

00:42:29.240 --> 00:42:31.720
Your photo on Facebook was awful.

00:42:32.720 --> 00:42:36.800
You were full of prejudices.
- I was, coming from Madrid.

00:42:36.920 --> 00:42:40.280
You were going on
about being independent.

00:42:40.400 --> 00:42:46.600
I thought, a man who's ten years older than
me, in a wheelchair, Catalan and divorced.

00:42:46.720 --> 00:42:49.440
And I completely ignored you.
- The wheelchair...

00:42:49.560 --> 00:42:55.000
Because you can walk so well,
you didn't want someone in a wheelchair.

00:42:55.120 --> 00:42:59.640
I was full of prejudices...

00:42:59.760 --> 00:43:03.800
Look, I wanted a big, strong man...

00:43:03.920 --> 00:43:06.120
...to carry me to the beach.

00:43:06.240 --> 00:43:08.000
In the end you found him.
- Yes.

00:44:29.400 --> 00:44:30.640
Take this.

00:44:31.920 --> 00:44:33.880
Now you have to lead.

00:45:07.200 --> 00:45:08.120
Careful.

00:46:28.920 --> 00:46:32.760
I'm stronger.
- You're choking me.

00:46:32.880 --> 00:46:34.720
You have no strength.

00:46:48.120 --> 00:46:53.480
The doctor told my mother
I would lead a vegetative life.

00:46:53.600 --> 00:47:00.000
That I would spend my life in bed.
Well, it's not that bad, is it?

00:47:00.120 --> 00:47:04.720
The doctor was a little wrong, wasn't he?
Just a little.

00:47:05.920 --> 00:47:11.400
Look, this is my parental home.
This is where I grew up.

00:47:11.520 --> 00:47:15.800
My room was up there to the right.

00:47:15.920 --> 00:47:19.360
It was normal for me
to crawl upstairs on my hands.

00:47:19.480 --> 00:47:22.560
Obviously there was no lift or anything.

00:47:22.680 --> 00:47:30.520
Every day I used my hands
to go up and down the stairs.

00:47:31.880 --> 00:47:37.880
Up until I was five or six
I thought all children were like me.

00:47:38.000 --> 00:47:43.120
That they crawled across the floor
and used their hands to walk.

00:47:43.240 --> 00:47:46.320
Until everyone learned to stand...

00:47:46.440 --> 00:47:49.400
...and I kept using my hands to walk.

00:47:49.520 --> 00:47:55.800
When I was about seven, I realized
I was different than all the other kids.

00:47:55.920 --> 00:48:00.920
At that time,
people with a functional disability...

00:48:01.040 --> 00:48:06.600
...were largely kept at home.
They hardly went outside.

00:48:06.720 --> 00:48:12.680
But I was lucky, because there was
a nice atmosphere here.

00:48:12.800 --> 00:48:17.720
Other kids came here
to play with me in the swimming pool.

00:48:17.840 --> 00:48:21.720
Later, I realized that
they didn't come because of me...

00:48:21.840 --> 00:48:23.840
...but because of the pool.

00:48:23.960 --> 00:48:31.000
Because I never saw them in winter,
only in summer. Stands to reason, right?

00:48:46.040 --> 00:48:51.920
I think if I had been born today
instead of back then...

00:48:52.040 --> 00:48:55.960
...I probably wouldn't have been born at all.

00:48:56.080 --> 00:49:02.280
I'm one of the three reasons
you can have an abortion:

00:49:02.400 --> 00:49:04.000
Malformation of the foetus.

00:49:04.120 --> 00:49:09.160
That's why I always say that in the
21st century I would have been aborted...

00:49:09.280 --> 00:49:13.680
...but thank God I wasn't.
And thanks to my mother.

00:49:13.800 --> 00:49:17.880
And to science,
which didn't yet enable them to see...

00:49:18.000 --> 00:49:20.040
...that I had an impairment.

00:49:20.160 --> 00:49:23.800
You didn't have all those tests
you have today.

00:50:52.200 --> 00:50:53.880
Come back!

00:51:01.520 --> 00:51:07.640
This is the last time you refuse to come back
when I call you. I've had enough.

00:51:32.120 --> 00:51:35.800
Will you be coming to La Caldera
this Monday?

00:51:36.800 --> 00:51:39.080
I don't know yet.
- No.

00:51:43.040 --> 00:51:47.760
It depends... And why is it
those two don't want to come?

00:51:47.880 --> 00:51:51.520
Those two Lebanese.
Do they think we're too intimate?

00:51:51.640 --> 00:51:55.960
A man dancing with a man
is sinful to them.

00:51:56.360 --> 00:51:59.240
Where did you meet them?
- In the street.

00:51:59.360 --> 00:52:01.000
At the Sagrada Família?

00:52:05.400 --> 00:52:09.480
They came to me and knelt down to pray...

00:52:09.600 --> 00:52:13.120
...and started talking to me.

00:52:13.680 --> 00:52:16.120
It happened kind of gradually.

00:52:16.240 --> 00:52:21.040
I was a little suspicious.

00:52:24.080 --> 00:52:26.640
Let's see what kind of people they are.

00:52:29.800 --> 00:52:32.360
So far it feels good.

00:52:41.280 --> 00:52:46.480
Does it have a name,
this way of... this view of...?

00:52:46.600 --> 00:52:48.440
They're Christians.

00:52:50.120 --> 00:52:53.280
Do they go to church and stuff?
- Yes.

00:52:54.320 --> 00:52:58.280
But I made it clear to them...

00:52:58.400 --> 00:53:05.560
...that to me, the Church or God
can be the way you treat someone.

00:53:05.680 --> 00:53:07.440
Rather than the institution.

00:53:07.560 --> 00:53:13.200
But since I've met them,
things in my head are much...

00:53:13.320 --> 00:53:15.560
Quieter.
- Yes, in terms of my demons.

00:53:15.680 --> 00:53:19.720
How long have you known them?
- About three weeks.

00:53:22.760 --> 00:53:27.200
Dancing has helped me...

00:53:28.280 --> 00:53:34.480
...to come out of the darkness,
out of the shadows you mention.

00:53:34.600 --> 00:53:39.600
To me it is clear
that dancing has saved me.

00:53:40.520 --> 00:53:45.080
I think what they tell you,
and what I can also clearly see...

00:53:45.200 --> 00:53:49.480
...is that you have a strong inner light,
very strong...

00:53:50.480 --> 00:53:53.880
...and you have a powerful shadow too.

00:53:54.000 --> 00:53:57.040
And you're looking for a balance...

00:53:57.160 --> 00:54:01.080
...so they can exist side by side,
without conflict.

00:54:02.120 --> 00:54:05.240
You have a talent and you have a light.

00:54:06.240 --> 00:54:09.240
And you need to dance.

00:54:10.400 --> 00:54:13.320
We are creators. You're a creator.

00:54:13.440 --> 00:54:16.800
You're a creator and a performer, like me.

00:54:23.840 --> 00:54:27.360
I always used to live from day to day.

00:54:39.480 --> 00:54:43.360
So at night I went to bars.

00:54:44.880 --> 00:54:46.320
And I drank.

00:54:54.640 --> 00:54:57.120
But I would come home alone.

00:54:59.400 --> 00:55:05.560
And then the feeling of loneliness
started to get to me.

00:55:11.360 --> 00:55:14.200
I began to think about suicide.

00:55:23.240 --> 00:55:28.880
It was like a rollercoaster
which completely threw me off balance.

00:55:29.000 --> 00:55:34.720
Until one day I crossed the line...

00:55:36.200 --> 00:55:40.640
...with no idea that the result
would be so dramatic.

00:55:54.920 --> 00:56:00.080
It's living with the sword of Damocles.

00:56:07.200 --> 00:56:09.000
It's now or never.

00:57:43.160 --> 00:57:49.000
Bye, Philip.
- Bye, sweetheart. I love you.

00:58:29.240 --> 00:58:34.880
Yes, please?
- I'd like some information...

00:58:35.000 --> 00:58:40.680
...about a course in basic German.

00:58:40.800 --> 00:58:45.000
German?
Perfect. I'm the teacher.

00:58:45.880 --> 00:58:48.760
Do you speak a little German?
- No.

00:58:48.880 --> 00:58:53.280
So you start from scratch?
- Yes.

00:58:53.400 --> 00:58:58.520
In that case you don't have to take
an admission test.

00:58:58.640 --> 00:59:04.680
I'm very interested...

00:59:04.800 --> 00:59:11.760
...because my husband is German.

00:59:11.880 --> 00:59:14.720
That would be a great motivation.

00:59:14.840 --> 00:59:20.800
We often travel to Germany.

00:59:20.920 --> 00:59:25.640
You travel to Germany.
- And besides...

00:59:25.760 --> 00:59:30.200
...my husband has...
- Come again?

00:59:30.320 --> 00:59:35.880
Besides, my husband has...

00:59:36.000 --> 00:59:43.280
...a disease...

00:59:43.400 --> 00:59:46.200
...which is degenerative.

00:59:46.320 --> 00:59:51.760
Therefore it is likely...

00:59:51.880 --> 00:59:57.240
...that ultimately he will only be able...

00:59:57.360 --> 01:00:03.680
...to speak German.
- I understand.

01:00:03.800 --> 01:00:09.480
This is why I'm interested.

01:00:09.600 --> 01:00:12.560
This is why you want to start. Right.

01:00:12.680 --> 01:00:16.600
I will give you a form, which you
have to hand in when you register.

01:00:16.720 --> 01:00:18.120
Alright.

01:00:19.200 --> 01:00:23.120
Right, this is what you need.

01:00:23.240 --> 01:00:26.680
And you can register downstairs.

01:00:26.800 --> 01:00:31.360
I'll see you for the first lesson on...
- The 30th.

01:00:31.480 --> 01:00:37.800
30 September. Perfect.
- Thanks ever so much.

01:01:08.880 --> 01:01:10.480
Sendoa...

01:01:12.080 --> 01:01:15.760
Interesting.
- Yes. They're dancing.

01:01:17.520 --> 01:01:21.400
Chinese?
- Koreans, I think.

01:01:23.640 --> 01:01:25.800
How was your day?

01:01:25.920 --> 01:01:28.840
Fine. I worked, as usual. And you?

01:01:28.960 --> 01:01:34.040
Tell me, how was the consulting hour?
- Exhausting.

01:01:34.160 --> 01:01:35.920
Exhausting?
- What about you?

01:01:36.040 --> 01:01:39.200
You're always full of energy, right?

01:01:39.320 --> 01:01:43.480
Everyone is tired these days, right?

01:01:43.600 --> 01:01:45.880
We need to do something about that.

01:01:47.280 --> 01:01:49.880
You have to have faith in people.

01:01:50.000 --> 01:01:52.560
In people?
- In humanity.

01:01:52.680 --> 01:01:54.880
I'm not so sure.
- Why?

01:01:55.000 --> 01:02:00.080
My view is a lot more pessimistic
than yours. Well...

01:02:00.200 --> 01:02:03.600
It's so many things.
Mental health is...

01:02:04.520 --> 01:02:11.400
Health is more than absence of disease.

01:02:11.520 --> 01:02:17.320
Health is a fulfilment,
physically, mentally or socially.

01:02:17.440 --> 01:02:21.400
To me, the cure is a wonderful word: love.

01:02:23.440 --> 01:02:28.720
In the end, things that are done with love,
are more healing.

01:02:30.400 --> 01:02:35.280
If we act with love, desire and good will...

01:02:35.400 --> 01:02:40.520
...everything gets easier.
You have to do things with love and care.

01:02:40.640 --> 01:02:44.680
Then everything goes better.
- It's about the small gestures.

01:05:00.640 --> 01:05:02.800
Hello?
- Hello?

01:05:03.280 --> 01:05:07.080
Hi, Fernando.
- Hi, Jordi, how are you?

01:05:07.200 --> 01:05:13.880
I'm fine. And how are you?
- Not very well, unfortunately.

01:05:14.760 --> 01:05:17.960
You seemed to be feeling much better...

01:05:18.080 --> 01:05:23.720
...and as there are some performances
coming up, I thought...

01:05:23.840 --> 01:05:27.080
...because you seem to have
much more energy now...

01:05:27.200 --> 01:05:34.200
...but I wanted to check,
to hear how you're really doing.

01:05:34.320 --> 01:05:41.840
We'll decide on the actual day
if you can dance with us.

01:05:41.960 --> 01:05:46.440
Sure.
- Okay.

01:05:46.560 --> 01:05:52.200
Take your time. We can wait.

01:05:52.320 --> 01:05:54.400
Until the actual day, as you know.

01:05:54.520 --> 01:05:59.280
We'll arrange it on the actual day.
We're brilliant improvisers.

01:05:59.400 --> 01:06:03.400
Let's look for a place to sit
with Fernando, Glee.

01:06:03.520 --> 01:06:07.360
That's it, very good.
- It's going very well.

01:06:07.480 --> 01:06:12.560
We haven't seen each other for a while.
- Good rolling here.

01:06:12.680 --> 01:06:16.560
It's sloping a little.
- This ground is smoother.

01:06:16.680 --> 01:06:20.400
Look. Take this chair.

01:06:21.160 --> 01:06:23.880
Here? Perfect.

01:06:24.000 --> 01:06:25.480
Very good.

01:06:25.600 --> 01:06:27.960
You stand there and I'll go this way.

01:06:28.080 --> 01:06:31.200
Come, Glee.
Fernando is going to sit there.

01:06:33.320 --> 01:06:35.120
No worries.

01:06:35.240 --> 01:06:39.840
That's it. Very good.

01:06:39.960 --> 01:06:42.360
Let's see if the waiter will come.

01:06:42.480 --> 01:06:46.400
I have to tell you about
what happened to me.

01:06:46.520 --> 01:06:50.720
It left me with a bit of a funny feeling.

01:06:50.840 --> 01:06:54.000
Funny things always happen to you.
That's life.

01:06:54.120 --> 01:06:57.640
You know I like getting out and about.

01:06:57.760 --> 01:07:02.320
I hadn't been to Montjuic for a while.

01:07:02.440 --> 01:07:05.280
As I don't know the area that well...

01:07:05.400 --> 01:07:10.280
...I couldn't tell Glee where to go.

01:07:10.400 --> 01:07:16.280
So she took the initiative and
started descending some steps.

01:07:16.400 --> 01:07:22.960
And I called out,
"Is anybody there? I've lost my way."

01:07:23.080 --> 01:07:28.080
You know I always liked to travel.

01:07:28.200 --> 01:07:34.320
It's no disaster, but I do feel a little sad
about losing my autonomy.

01:07:34.440 --> 01:07:38.560
If you don't know the way,
you can't go there on your own...

01:07:38.680 --> 01:07:42.920
...because the dog doesn't know
where to go.

01:07:43.040 --> 01:07:47.360
Poor animal.
- Yes, a little.

01:07:47.480 --> 01:07:52.800
Some adventure, right?
- A small adventure...

01:07:52.920 --> 01:07:58.040
I'm sure this happens to you more often.
- Yes, Fernando.

01:08:01.120 --> 01:08:06.640
as happy as I feel today to be here

01:08:06.760 --> 01:08:07.840
You're sweet.

01:08:07.960 --> 01:08:14.560
and share with others the joy of living

01:08:14.680 --> 01:08:21.000
we are a group of friends
who like to dance

01:08:21.120 --> 01:08:28.200
and to share with you
our unique dance

01:08:28.840 --> 01:08:35.240
we just come together
without asking each other's age

01:08:35.360 --> 01:08:41.720
and whether you're crippled or cross-eyed
long live diversity

01:08:41.840 --> 01:08:48.880
today I lend you my eyes
and you give me your legs

01:08:49.000 --> 01:08:56.720
and we'll get on the dance floor
to dance without fear

01:08:56.840 --> 01:09:03.040
long live those up there
long live those down here

01:09:03.160 --> 01:09:08.880
long live those who didn't come
or couldn't come

01:09:09.000 --> 01:09:15.160
long live those up there
long live those down here

01:09:15.280 --> 01:09:18.720
long live those who didn't come

01:09:18.840 --> 01:09:25.760
long live those who didn't come
or couldn't come

01:09:28.560 --> 01:09:31.400
Where are you?
Have you lost your way?

01:09:35.440 --> 01:09:40.040
Fernando, you've got
such a sense of humour.

01:09:40.160 --> 01:09:43.440
You can say that again.
Look at me sitting here.

01:09:51.760 --> 01:09:59.160
I'd just like to say that this manifesto
was written by Toni Jodar...

01:09:59.920 --> 01:10:03.680
...my first dancing instructor.

01:10:03.800 --> 01:10:09.560
I've danced all my life, ever since I was
a child, and I will keep dancing till I die.

01:10:09.680 --> 01:10:15.720
There are countless ways to dance
and each place invites people to dance.

01:10:15.840 --> 01:10:19.400
Dance enables us to enter our souls...

01:10:19.520 --> 01:10:23.200
...our imaginations, without limits.

01:10:23.320 --> 01:10:27.200
Dance is our bodies making contact.

01:10:27.320 --> 01:10:30.720
Dance is an earthquake, a volcano,
the northern lights.

01:10:30.840 --> 01:10:33.480
Dancing is living, long live dancing...

01:10:33.600 --> 01:10:36.320
...and a big NO to war.

01:10:45.040 --> 01:10:50.440
Breathe. Up and down.

01:10:50.560 --> 01:10:54.040
Up and down.

01:11:25.440 --> 01:11:27.240
The other arm.

01:11:37.560 --> 01:11:40.320
Look at the sky. Shoulders.

01:12:04.280 --> 01:12:07.840
Attention please, energy to the centre.

01:13:04.480 --> 01:13:10.240
I've never been a recognized author.
I never intended to be one.

01:13:10.360 --> 01:13:15.600
But everyone can practise one of the arts...

01:13:15.720 --> 01:13:20.400
...in a humble manner.
Without any complexes.

01:13:21.840 --> 01:13:23.320
I write...

01:13:23.440 --> 01:13:26.880
Apart from having published
a number of books...

01:13:27.000 --> 01:13:32.240
...I also write when our director,
Jordi Cortés...

01:13:32.360 --> 01:13:36.600
...asks me for a text
for a performance or a project.

01:13:36.720 --> 01:13:42.400
Or for colleagues who have
their own projects and ask me for a text.

01:13:44.200 --> 01:13:48.520
This text was written
as a vision from a dream...

01:13:48.640 --> 01:13:52.040
...at the place where I go to relax.

01:13:55.200 --> 01:13:56.680
AT THE RIVER

01:13:56.800 --> 01:13:59.280
where cold and heat are inseparable

01:13:59.400 --> 01:14:02.200
I dream nor sleep nor do I wake

01:14:02.320 --> 01:14:06.000
Joachina. Can you come, please?

01:14:09.040 --> 01:14:11.520
Can you change my shirt?

01:14:11.640 --> 01:14:17.200
Take the green one,
the old one I wear in the forest.

01:14:17.320 --> 01:14:19.880
The green-and-black check.

01:14:22.720 --> 01:14:25.280
I've always had to struggle...

01:14:25.400 --> 01:14:32.320
...to live a dignified life
in difficult circumstances.

01:14:34.240 --> 01:14:39.360
That's the part that links me to Eros,
to the mainspring of life.

01:14:42.720 --> 01:14:47.880
At the same time,
this struggle, this effort...

01:14:48.000 --> 01:14:50.000
...is exhausting.

01:14:52.320 --> 01:14:56.080
I sometimes feel the desire to rest.

01:14:58.720 --> 01:15:02.880
The feeling that I've already
done most things in my life.

01:15:03.840 --> 01:15:06.120
And, well...

01:15:56.680 --> 01:15:59.360
I dream nor sleep

01:16:01.080 --> 01:16:02.960
nor do I wake

01:16:05.080 --> 01:16:08.080
some echoes, few heartbeats

01:16:08.200 --> 01:16:12.080
and wounds from a barely bladed weapon

01:16:12.200 --> 01:16:16.000
which devour the soul
and leave the skin intact

01:16:18.600 --> 01:16:23.160
you are a grand piano
full of symphonies

01:16:23.280 --> 01:16:27.040
coloured notes and grey sadness

01:16:29.200 --> 01:16:33.040
the seat to sit on and play
I put before you

01:16:36.240 --> 01:16:39.200
but you don't bring elegance
or wood to my forest

01:16:40.000 --> 01:16:43.280
just the icy steel of your eyes

01:16:44.400 --> 01:16:46.680
of your sword at my throat

01:16:54.840 --> 01:16:58.480
each drop of sweat
is like a drop of ink

01:16:59.600 --> 01:17:02.320
each look forms a line

01:17:03.000 --> 01:17:05.760
each whispering is a verse

01:17:10.080 --> 01:17:15.840
when you end my dreams
I will just wake and keep distances

01:17:16.840 --> 01:17:20.160
stab to death the shadows
boil the water

01:17:23.520 --> 01:17:26.160
dry my blood
let my tears rot

01:17:27.600 --> 01:17:30.480
it is your intention which kills

01:17:32.200 --> 01:17:36.240
drop the knife
or stay away from my mouth

01:17:41.880 --> 01:17:44.320
I was born a wolf

01:17:45.600 --> 01:17:47.840
you made me lonely

01:17:49.200 --> 01:17:53.040
where cold and heat are inseparable

01:20:11.320 --> 01:20:14.400
It's meditation and concentration.

01:20:15.960 --> 01:20:19.360
Control the space around you.

01:20:30.400 --> 01:20:33.080
Observe what happens around you.

01:20:34.400 --> 01:20:37.280
Everything going on around you.

01:20:37.400 --> 01:20:41.680
Sendoa, when you want, go towards Marta.

01:20:42.200 --> 01:20:44.600
Calmly, with no hurry.

01:20:47.200 --> 01:20:49.400
Attention, you're close to the edge.

01:20:49.520 --> 01:20:52.000
Good, Miguel Angel.

01:21:02.320 --> 01:21:04.600
Attention.

01:21:18.400 --> 01:21:20.600
Keep going.

01:21:27.600 --> 01:21:29.000
Thank you.

01:21:31.920 --> 01:21:36.800
heigh-ho, heigh-ho
to work in the woods we go

01:22:02.640 --> 01:22:05.320
it's not that you don't exist

01:22:06.720 --> 01:22:09.760
it's that you're invisible

01:22:11.120 --> 01:22:14.200
you have no access
you have no sex

01:22:14.320 --> 01:22:17.800
I don't desire you
because I don't see you

01:22:23.800 --> 01:22:28.200
I wash you, put you to bed
I dress you and undress you

01:22:31.800 --> 01:22:34.160
but I don't touch you

01:22:35.120 --> 01:22:40.720
I, as for me, I don't touch you

01:22:42.480 --> 01:22:46.840
I don't lick you, I don't smell you,
I don't desire you

01:22:46.960 --> 01:22:52.000
because I, as for me, I don't see you

01:22:52.920 --> 01:22:58.760
because you, yes, you
are sexless

01:22:58.880 --> 01:23:02.880
naked, you are a shapeless thing

01:23:03.000 --> 01:23:06.960
naked, a shapeless monster

01:23:07.080 --> 01:23:13.160
you have no sex, no access, no weight,
no voice, no right to speak

01:23:14.320 --> 01:23:20.680
angel and asexual, when you sweat
I wash you, but I don't lick you

01:23:20.800 --> 01:23:26.080
when you groan, it is because you hurt
I never desire you

01:23:26.200 --> 01:23:29.400
it's not that you don't exist

01:23:29.520 --> 01:23:31.920
it's that I don't see you

01:23:58.240 --> 01:24:02.200
Come on, let's go.

01:24:02.320 --> 01:24:05.400
It's time to rock-'n-roll! Hurry up.

01:24:05.520 --> 01:24:09.720
I'll get the rucksack.
Let's get out there. Come on.

01:24:11.800 --> 01:24:17.560
Hurry up, I'm freezing. Come on.

01:24:29.520 --> 01:24:33.160
Shall we get ready to go to La Troca?
- Yes.

01:24:33.280 --> 01:24:37.680
I'll turn off the TV.
- Alright.

01:24:37.800 --> 01:24:42.160
The most important activity of the week
is going to La Troca.

01:24:54.520 --> 01:24:58.600
She really looks forward to Wednesdays.

01:24:58.720 --> 01:25:01.000
Yes.

01:25:03.800 --> 01:25:07.280
More friends.

01:25:38.480 --> 01:25:40.040
Hello.

01:25:45.000 --> 01:25:48.040
You guys are used to this.

01:25:48.160 --> 01:25:51.000
Have you been out all day?
- No.

01:29:36.320 --> 01:29:38.520
Eier.
- Eggs.

01:29:38.640 --> 01:29:41.440
Ein Ei. Die Eier.

01:29:41.560 --> 01:29:43.920
Das Ei, die Eier.

01:29:45.480 --> 01:29:50.000
Die Eier. Plural.
- Alright.

01:29:53.640 --> 01:29:58.920
I love this. Salmon.

01:29:59.520 --> 01:30:02.560
Lachs.

01:30:02.680 --> 01:30:07.880
Eine Scheibe Lachs.
A fillet of salmon.

01:30:08.000 --> 01:30:12.080
A piece.
- A piece, yes.

01:30:12.200 --> 01:30:18.440
Not a slice.
- Eine Scheibe Lachs.

01:30:18.560 --> 01:30:21.360
Yes?

01:30:24.040 --> 01:30:25.560
Brot.

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Brot is...?

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Bread.

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I eat it every day.

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Hähnchen.
- Hähnchen.

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Chicken.

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Das Hähnchen.
- Das Hähnchen.

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I think that's a difficult word.

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Yes, it's hard to learn.